Saturday, September 24, 2005
you should have told me about grandpa's medical costs. you should have told me about your company. you should have told me your restraints.
then again i should have seen. i should have analysed. i should have sensed. i should have felt.
Why am i so blind to my loved ones? it's time i grow up even faster than i already am.
She's right. "in times like these we only grow up faster."
Just The Girl @
8:32 PM
sigh. i got the lowest in class. 25 out of 50 for the common test for physicochemical principles of drug action. highest is 48 can you believe that. anyway, i'm quite depressed over this. thought this topic is quite ok. luckily mum's around to console me. she's right. she herself failed many times too. now i'm beginning to see how strong and resilient she is as compared to me.
suddenly miss her sooo much. i wanna go home.
dear where are you?
Just The Girl @
3:40 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
hi everybody i'm back in hostel again. hehe. famished from training and nothing healthy to eat.
anyway the purpose of blogging this entry is to tell you guys my great misfortune. was on the bus when this fella sitting next to me refused to sit nearer to the inside..so ended up my leg was slightly outside the "boundary" (i was sitting on the outside). and here comes a stiletto girl who happily stepped on my left second toe. great. she was carrying loads of tidbits to stock up the house somemore. so there goes my pretty nail polish, which some of it got scraped off and here comes my blue black, a complain from my toe that it is heavily bruised. what do you expect. Pressure=Force/area. i hope i got my physics right.
Just The Girl @
10:54 PM
marathon's on the 4th december and till now i've only trained up to 5km. congratulations mindy. good luck to your 42.195km. haha. well, i'm not exactly alone. jerry seems to be going for the full marathon also. and he hasn't started training as well. but it's different. he's a PTI, i'm a exercise for fun little girl.
My darling's posted to OCS. but hmm.. he doesn't seem to like it there though. oh let me change that statement, he thinks army life is a waste of time. i'll probably think so too if i gotta go through it as a compulsory thing. but i don't have to, so i'm soo excited for him, only that i'll miss him badly, esp during his confinement. it's his three week confinement now. and i'm having hols... and last week when he was having hols i was having school. damn it.
i've more or less decided to S/U my political science module. but i'm afraid when i S/U it i will take it for granted, and not study for it. and besides it's only the first sem. sigh. i shouldn't be soo fickle but the pple in my class are quite vocal. which means they probably know a big deal. and besides, a classmate i know who isn't vocal is gonna S/U it as well. i think the rest might jollywell do the same. shrugz. should i go for it? ok i think i'll do some readingup tonight and decide at 1130pm. argh!
training is kata and kata and kata all the time. sometimes gotta teach also. two days back i taught the white belts. wanna test your patience try teaching the white belts. not that they are lousy but it's really from scratch. still remembered how i couldn't coordinate when i first started also and then always apologise to uncle jeya for being so discoordinated and clumsy and always having to cover my face when i do something stupid. wahahah. gone are those days. not that i'm pro now (in fact my darling says my skills still suck. ok what skills. nonexistent. boo.), but at least i can coordinate la. ok. don't laugh.
I miss those days when we were training for tournament, when we train and train until we were so tired, but still continued and after that, the endorphine rush is woooohoo. cool. miss those days where we had big group suppers too. well, that's how me and my darling got to know each other better. hehe...some things should be kept in our memories and our memories only. right dear?
alrighteee gotta go makan then go training. thanks darling for making the effort to travel to and fro to meet me! i loveee you.
Just The Girl @
6:05 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
Realised that life is really not a bed of roses. More so when your coursemates are the hardworking ones. sucks.
lazy pig. when am i gonna learn my lesson?
Just The Girl @
8:51 PM
