Thursday, October 27, 2005
I just wanna say i love the music alot. =D
Just The Girl @
1:24 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
can't my loved ones stay by my side? Why do they have to leave? is it time?
Just The Girl @
8:48 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
today's a special day. it's our 8th monthsary. everyday's a special day but every monthsary and annversary is an extremely special day. times like these we realise the kind of treasure we really have in our lives. treasures that gold can't buy. and this special day came with a pleasant surprise. i shant tell you guys what it is. BOO! hehez.
i dunno whether to say 8 months is long or short. if you are talking about counting the special moments we shared, laughing, crying, arguing, fighting, quarelling then you will probably call it long. but if you make a relative comparison to the future amount of time we are gonna spend together, it is short. nevertheless everyday is a gift, an opportunity to grow and learn together.
applying this concept to everyone around you. everyday you meet a classmate but you think nothing much of that person? change your perception. everytime you talk to a friend is one times more interaction you have with him/her. everyday that passes makes you older, and yes, your friendship older too. so pple, forget the past and focus on how old your friendship is, appreciate the age of it.
everyday is a blessing to the old people. ever feared that you'll die in your sleep tonight? well, i do sometimes. it must be scary to be old and sick. and at that stage you'd want your next birthday to come soon, and hope you can add another candle to your cake before you pass out for good. totally ironic to how youngsters (esp girls) fight so hard to conceal their age.
So, remember, everyday is a special day. for the pple around you, the pple you see but don't greet, the pple that you just say hi to, and the pple that you converse with. take some time, talk to the cleaning lady at the hostel, talk to that canteen auntie clearing your plates. Everyday is a special day. more so with your special one, and your precious ones. and today, i re-realised how many precious ones i have, and how i'm so afraid that i'll lose them, which i eventually will i guess.
So i'm gonna say a big 'love you' to all my precious ones out there.
Just The Girl @
10:34 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
i know pple are gonna hate me for this but i'm still gonna say it anway. i have too much time to study. yesterday after giving tuition for two hours which started at 530(you go do the math), i went to collect dinner and by 830 i was already mugging. anatomy and physiology.
finished GIT 2, urinary system, immune system and blood for anat and respiration for physiology. not forgetting there was a firedrill at about 9 where everyone in hall had to rush down to the carpark and waste 15 mins there. oh and i finished the respiration chapter in the thick textbook during that time too. the heart and blood chapter was done in the morning and the night before. some of the blood chapter couldn't finish so did it together with the respiration one ytd. the entire process yesterday took 2-2.5 hours. can someone tell me if this speed is too fast or too slow or just nice?
the point is, i understand everything, but could sense that my concentration was not there. not 100% like it used to be. last night i thought i was super slow in studying. today after i listed them out i realised it was quite alot. but i could only remember the GIT 2 in detail, which i flipped through before i slept. and the most fed up thing is that i dunno what i'm distracted about! if i know i will say it. if it's family, relationship, friendship, or personal problems i will say it. but i dunno. damn it. maybe i just shouldn't study too much. maybe my attention span is really so darn short. maybe i should not be so ambitious and impatient and try to finish EVERYTHING in one go.
Yes i know what i shall do. Make myself darn busy. Return to the old days of fully packed schedule. i guess that's how i can retrieve my focus. besides i havent trained for marathon. running anyone?
Just The Girl @
8:06 AM
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
was looking at my blogskin just now. realised that the kids are sooo cute. so innocent! haha. i really love it lor. talk about the curls of the little girl. nice! =)
guess what. NUS allowed me to retract my S/U option! hmm. they are not so dead afterall. not i gotta start mugging hard for POLITICS IN SEA. it's politics. haha...actually it's quite interesting...it's DEEP. Here's a little simple girl trying to be cheeeem...*gasp*.
Just The Girl @
4:03 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
ok. it took me some time to blog this but that's not the point. i completed my first biathlon! haha...okok...mini biathlon. cool. i was like talking to the marshals saying thanks as they directed me la...then it didn';t strike me that i wasn't tired until one of them yelled "wa, can smile somemore, never try your best ar?" anyway my aim was to finish the race that's all. havent been training much recently.
talking about training. this sunday is grading and i havent really been training karate. not training biathlon not training karate. hmm. been slacking lor...weekend was fun, aunt wasn't at home most of the time so i managed to spend time with mummy. visited my darling yesterday, SAFTI looks not bad actually, the room is big, equivalent to hostel's. but all these are miscellenous. The main point was the person. It was great to see him though we met three days ago for his bro's engagement. haha. infact always look forward to the next meeting, even if it's less than 24 hours later. boo!
haiyo...marathon coming and i havent really trained. hmm, that one can't just go there and finish it. i believe some effort must be put in. oops. I miss home, i miss mummy, i miss karate, and most significantly i miss my dear!
i am kinda lost and still not integrated into uni life. shrugz. i really don't know why.
Just The Girl @
7:39 PM
