Monday, January 16, 2006
Life's pretty boring and it's just darn irritating that SAF schedules duties on public holidays as well. imagine on the 1st day of CNY? well, that's what gonna happen to jady. sighs...if they could schedule it on a public holiday, i'm sure they will schedule duties clashing with reunion dinner. wonder who's that poor chap.
somehow i'm getting sick and sian of life. like today, I ended lesson at 1130 and i have3 to wait till 2pm for the next lecture. this sucks big time. and not to forget that on alternate weeks i have tutorials. which means that on alternate weeks, i will end at 6pm. and on others, 4pm. damn it. i hate breaks...i'd rather have no break then go home at 4pm latest. esp if there's no karate trainings on mondays.
But i must work hard, for our future. Somehow it doesn't just concern me alone anymore. I need to find sth to keep my interest going in pharmacy.
Pharmacy sucks.
Just The Girl @
1:09 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
my big fat toe kena heat burn last week, and today it finally peeled off, and bled. SUCKY. hurts like mad and the sky decided to aggravate it by sending the cats and dogs. you know how painful bleeding blisters are when they touch water? training was fun. realised i've been looking forward to them. =) but i've been eating alot too..such a glutton i can't stand it myself.
why do i always break promises unintentionally? though with benign intentions.
how come i always make pple around me unhappy? and then knowing they are unhappy i become sad myself and feel so trapped.
how?
It saddens me to explain more.
=(
Just The Girl @
11:11 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Happy 2006! ok. Happy belated 2006. this yr celebration's at ska. countdown. happy and unhappy moments. haha...spent early 2006 watching 'the guru' in black belt room. reminds me. last yr i was at ska on new yr's day too. hmm. somehow last yr's was more memorable though. the breeze, the talks, and the loooooooong walk.
it's only been the start of the year and many bad things has happened to me already. i keep making wrong choices, and keep being silly, ok, if you wish, a stronger word would be stupid. went to cold storage to buy baking chocolates, wanted to use voucher mummy gave me and realised it was overdue so i had to fork out ten bucks more. and then went back to withdraw hostel and then got a shock when they said i must pay 2 weeks fine. and guess what. i forgot to bring the key to the lock which i used to lock my belongings. and then came back empty handed, frustrated and angry with myself.
and then there was training also. my slow reaction caused me to he hit twice in the face by my partner. till i teared. i won't comment on his part but on my part, i really need to buck up on speed. dammit. time to learn my lesson. and some things are not to be mentioned here.
another bad start is that i've a super low CAP point. URGH. some told me it was good already because i was taking 6 mods but well, i thought it could have been better. now the most dangerous thing is that i'm not really motivated to pull it up. DANGER.
I missssss my darling badly. especially when these few days have been pretty rocky. 10 days in brunei, a torture for couples. sigh...why does it have to be when i'm still having hols?
one consolation though. this yr's gonna have many long holidays. yipeee!
Focus girl, focus.
Sending my loves across oceans.
Just The Girl @
12:30 PM
