Wednesday, October 05, 2005
i know pple are gonna hate me for this but i'm still gonna say it anway. i have too much time to study. yesterday after giving tuition for two hours which started at 530(you go do the math), i went to collect dinner and by 830 i was already mugging. anatomy and physiology.
finished GIT 2, urinary system, immune system and blood for anat and respiration for physiology. not forgetting there was a firedrill at about 9 where everyone in hall had to rush down to the carpark and waste 15 mins there. oh and i finished the respiration chapter in the thick textbook during that time too. the heart and blood chapter was done in the morning and the night before. some of the blood chapter couldn't finish so did it together with the respiration one ytd. the entire process yesterday took 2-2.5 hours. can someone tell me if this speed is too fast or too slow or just nice?
the point is, i understand everything, but could sense that my concentration was not there. not 100% like it used to be. last night i thought i was super slow in studying. today after i listed them out i realised it was quite alot. but i could only remember the GIT 2 in detail, which i flipped through before i slept. and the most fed up thing is that i dunno what i'm distracted about! if i know i will say it. if it's family, relationship, friendship, or personal problems i will say it. but i dunno. damn it. maybe i just shouldn't study too much. maybe my attention span is really so darn short. maybe i should not be so ambitious and impatient and try to finish EVERYTHING in one go.
Yes i know what i shall do. Make myself darn busy. Return to the old days of fully packed schedule. i guess that's how i can retrieve my focus. besides i havent trained for marathon. running anyone?
Just The Girl @
8:06 AM
