Thursday, January 05, 2006
Happy 2006! ok. Happy belated 2006. this yr celebration's at ska. countdown. happy and unhappy moments. haha...spent early 2006 watching 'the guru' in black belt room. reminds me. last yr i was at ska on new yr's day too. hmm. somehow last yr's was more memorable though. the breeze, the talks, and the loooooooong walk.
it's only been the start of the year and many bad things has happened to me already. i keep making wrong choices, and keep being silly, ok, if you wish, a stronger word would be stupid. went to cold storage to buy baking chocolates, wanted to use voucher mummy gave me and realised it was overdue so i had to fork out ten bucks more. and then went back to withdraw hostel and then got a shock when they said i must pay 2 weeks fine. and guess what. i forgot to bring the key to the lock which i used to lock my belongings. and then came back empty handed, frustrated and angry with myself.
and then there was training also. my slow reaction caused me to he hit twice in the face by my partner. till i teared. i won't comment on his part but on my part, i really need to buck up on speed. dammit. time to learn my lesson. and some things are not to be mentioned here.
another bad start is that i've a super low CAP point. URGH. some told me it was good already because i was taking 6 mods but well, i thought it could have been better. now the most dangerous thing is that i'm not really motivated to pull it up. DANGER.
I missssss my darling badly. especially when these few days have been pretty rocky. 10 days in brunei, a torture for couples. sigh...why does it have to be when i'm still having hols?
one consolation though. this yr's gonna have many long holidays. yipeee!
Focus girl, focus.
Sending my loves across oceans.
Just The Girl @
12:30 PM
