Tuesday, October 16, 2007
sorry friends. havent really been blogging. been busy recently. and....
I PASSED MY VIOLIN EXAM! omg I got 116...which is like...4 marks away from merit>?! woohoo man.
Here i would like to thank mummy for so patiently sending me to and fro violin lesson (though she would probably never see my blog). other pple, their parents fussed about them when they were young, sending them to tuition etc. but my mum never did that in the past. and now she does. i feel like a small girl again. happy happy but too grown up to show appreciation in childish ways. =( and she is sooo poorthing you know..must bear with my horrible playing and my small tantrums when i cant play some parts of the music. but she likes to tell me just try my best it's ok if i cant make it. through this i realised that i'm the one pushing myself, not her.
and i want to say thank you to my darling for supporting me..always encouraging me and trying to be there for me though busy.thank you for your effort though sometimes i can be too princessie. thank you for always consoling me that my results are already good enough.
sometimes i just wonder why i make life so difficult for myself by expecting too much from myself.
another point of reflection: mummy just sent me lunch. she had lunch with 4 male colleagues. then it suddenly struck me. why do i clique sooo well with guys rather than girls? maybe because i follow in the footsteps of my mum? is that why i feel that guys are more fun to be with than girls? or maybe i just don't like too girlish activities of group shopping etc. don't misunderstand, i have my healthy clique of female friends whom i will be there for when they need me and they have been tested and proven to be good friends. but we just do not contact each other so often. it's weird. it feels like we are all rainy day friends. haha. or probably i dont like what they usually do.
anyway i feel really blessed for all that God has given me. the relationships and friendships that i have. cannot be too greedy.
thank you pple for being part of my life! =D
Just The Girl @
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