Saturday, December 05, 2009
the blog sorta died together with the relationship.
been afew months yet stil nostalgic.
are he thinking of me as i think of him too? a tinge of sadness, missing, and wondering how the other party is getting on?
in life, some scars cannot be erased. if we could start it all over again i would have done many things very differently. if we met later, things might work out. the feelings were right, but the timing was not.
these 4 months has been torturous, eventful, exciting..full of sooo many ups and downs..felt lost so many times. picked myself up, fell; laughed, cried; gave up, tried again.
in such a short span of time, i sprained my back 3 times. gave up marathon, grading and competition. cant exercise, ate as much..gained 7kg..stayed up real late..destroyed my skin and health..shopped too much..quite broke..found a direction to excel in sports, hopes dashed, trusted in friendships, only to be disappointed in some.
but despite it all, i have learnt many things, seen many points of views, matured in my own way.
i guess this is what you call 'growing up'.
i need to learn more. been overly sheltered.
status? single, unavailable.
cheers to the route of self discovery.
Jia you Mindy. =)
Just The Girl @
9:42 PM
